For months, I’ve been asking myself: Why now? Why am I, a middle-aged woman, finally taking the plunge into blogging and YouTube after years of “thinking about it”? It’s a question that kept me up at night, but I’m finally ready to share the reasons why I’m doing this – and why 2025 is the year I step into this new chapter
I’ve never been one to publicize my life. Social media and sharing my thoughts online just haven’t felt like my space. I’m not one to follow trends – like jumping into the latest TikTok craze – so I tend to keep to myself. My social media activity is limited to sharing interesting links with my mom, brother, and son via text.
Now, I don’t want to sound critical of those who thrive on social media. In fact, sometimes I envy their courage. I’ve been brave in many areas of my life, but not in that way. I’ll admit it: self-esteem has been a challenge for me. I’m not comfortable seeing myself on camera or hearing my own voice. But there’s something I’ve learned over the years: people online are overwhelmingly supportive, even in a world where negativity can also lurk. There are two kinds of people in the world: those who lift others up, and those who tear them down. I’ve decided to focus on the positive voices and not let the negative ones stop me.
I’ve spent a lot of time reflecting on why now feels different. Here are the reasons I’ve come up with:
Facing My Fears
Starting a blog and YouTube channel is something I’ve been scared to do for years. But, I’m ready to face those fears head-on. It’s time to push past the hesitation and embrace growth, both personally and creatively. This is my chance to start something new and challenge myself.
Filling the Void of Remote Work
Since transitioning to remote work in 2020, I’ve found myself feeling disconnected. My job as an accountant doesn’t involve much verbal communication, and over time, I started feeling like just a robot behind a screen. I miss human interaction and I want people to know I’m more than just an employee doing a job. Through blogging and YouTube, I can share my story and remind myself that I have something valuable to offer.
Being a Grandma (Mimi)
A big motivator for starting this journey is my role as a grandma. I’m blessed with two grandkids – my almost 3-year-old grandson and my almost 1-year-old granddaughter [which are characters in many of my recent stories]. I want them to know me not just as the woman I am today but as the person I’ve always been. I want them to hear my stories, learn from my experiences, and see me for the vibrant woman I still am. My son knows me as a single mom struggling through my twenties and early thirties. But, I’ve grown over the past 15 years, and there’s so much more to me now than he might realize. I want my grandkids to know the real me – now, while I’m still here.
Making a Difference
I’ve always believed in making a difference, whether it’s through small acts or bigger projects. While I may not become famous or change the world, I can still impact people’s lives. Over the years, I’ve helped others by creating Excel templates and automating processes to save them time at work because it’s one thing I’m good at. But I want to offer more – share knowledge, offer advice, and provide a platform for others to learn from my experiences.
Building a Community
One of my biggest struggles has been feeling isolated. As a 16-year-old pregnant girl in a small town, I lost touch with many of my friends. Trust and abandonment issues from that time led me to build emotional walls, making it harder to form long-lasting connections. Now, as a grandmother with a son in his 30s, I find it difficult to connect with others in my age group, many of whom are still raising young children. Through blogging and YouTube, I hope to find a community of like-minded people who understand my journey.
My 2025 Challenge: Posting Every Day
Here’s my commitment for 2025 :
I will post a blog or YouTube video every single day.
Getting Comfortable with Daily Content Creation
I know this sounds like a huge goal, but it’s a necessary one. I want to push myself to create content daily, even if some posts or videos are just simple reflections or small stories from my past. The point is to get comfortable with the process, build discipline, and learn how to communicate more effectively through writing and video.
But I also plan to offer real value. Whether it’s sharing life lessons, tips, or educational content that can help others, I want my blog and YouTube channel to be more than just a diary. I hope to give back to the community by sharing what I know, even if it’s just a little bit of advice on navigating life’s challenges or encouraging a new friend to reach their own goals.
If you have any suggestions for specific topics you’d like to see me cover, feel free to reach out! I’m always open to exploring new ideas. If there’s something I don’t know, I’ll research it and share my findings with you.
I plan to record my daily progress on a special page here: 2025 Goal Progress
Let’s Connect
This is just the beginning, and I am excited about what’s ahead. I hope you’ll join me on this journey. Whether you’re a fellow middle-aged woman exploring new horizons, a grandma sharing wisdom, or someone just starting out on your own creative path, I’d love to hear your thoughts, ideas, and stories.
PIM Community Question:
What challenges have you faced when starting something new? I’d love to hear your stories in the comments, through my contact form or by email. If you prefer, you can use this as a prompt in your own reflection journal instead.
